Released on September 12, 2020

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[Verse 1]

I'll cut through your heart and you'll cease to exist

Like how a relationship affects these 12 year old kids

They cryin' in my DMs 'cause they've been through some shit

I try my best to help like I'm their therapist

Sometimes they talk about their mental illnesses

And how they contemplate to slit their own wrists

How shy and timid they are and they talk 'bout their friendships

How they get lied to and start stressin' 'bout their existеnces

I don't tell my stories to thеm, only through my own music

I defuse my anger through writin' 'bout my problems and sadness

Look I know sometimes I said nothin' throughout the longevity

Of this LP, but please promise me that you respected it at least

Since I worked hard, and I know I won't be a part of the greats

Suffice to say, I've gotten better at writin' and I might've proven my stay

In my place of this game, and you can hate but first you gotta understand how we feel

Since you don't know how these words can deal


[Chorus]

With the existences

Of how words can influence

Problems through differences

Don't treat someone worse 'cause they different

You're just apart of the problematic

Question of how to end hatin'

'Cause you can't keep your mouth shut and you start hatin'

Make people's days worse 'cause you just can't stop hatin'

Just live your day, and slate yourself to your reflection


[Verse 2]

And you will see how it feels to be like us or them

That want pain, that can't gain the fuel to smile or hum

To themselves only the same tunes in their brain, someday

They would like to get a "Hi" once in their messages to have fun, same

That's how I feel, sometimes, that's how I deal with the clouds and the rain

Few years ago, I faked myself, since then I never liked imagining fame

It's the reason I criticise people who write bad lyrics and brag

And win money off of lyrics I could write when I was only 10

Since I see my old self in those artists that use only repetition

To send no real message, but just with better production

To flex their money in front of millions with some who can't afford transportation

And those same people work there ass off day and night for less than a pension

But you chose your paths in life, get your education

Don't drop out, your chance of actual succession

Is less than the 0.1 percentage

So don't risk it, since you'll need to have a crazy determination

Just to win a penny off of your music so you can call yourself a musician

I don't hate trap or mumble, I'm satirical so I criticize bad habits when I fumble

My lines so I'll never be at the pinnacle, so don't think I'm cynical

I can't hate, I only can feel a certain dislike, I'm rational

Being a good human being is not complex, it's not mathematical

You don't need to calculate the x's or the y's, or the area in size

It's just psychologically inclined to

Understand that most things are logical

And you gotta think about your actions before they become identical

To your past mistakes, we gotta change vast delays

We don't want to be the last to make

Ourselves destroy while we're fast awake

I don't want to see us pass away

Nothin' after death, it's sad to say

Just live your life to last a way

Throw your bad memories in hassled hay

Since no one can erase the massive hate

So live your life like it's your day everyday

So when loss comes to take it's place

You at least can care for yourself before it's too late


[Outro]

With the existences

Of how words can influence

Problems through differences

Don't treat someone worse 'cause they different

You're just apart of the problematic

Question of how to end hatin'

Because you can't keep your mouth shut and you start hatin'

You make people's days worse 'cause you just can't stop hatin'

Just live your day