Released on May 20, 2021

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[Verse 1]

I really thought it'd be different

Like somehow, by a miracle

You grew ten years in just six months

I really thought you were in it

Jumping through the obstacles

Like we'd make it through the rough


[Pre-Chorus]

I'm counting every fight

I'm tryna find the pieces, get one thing right

But I can't read your mind

I'm sick of falling into love oh so blind

I do it every time

And, babe, you know I try, but I can't read your mind


[Chorus]

Aren't you the one that asked for this?

As far as I remember, it was your idea

It was your appeal

So why are you the one tryna ruin this?

You can go ahead and call it what you want

But it's not my fault


[Verse 2]

What gave you the courage

To fight for all our enemies

When you should've been fighting for me?

Guess I was in for it

For God's sakes, I wrote this tragedy

You're not who I wanted you to be


[Pre-Chorus]

I'm counting every lie

But if anybody asks I'll say I'm fine

It'll just take time

Love goes bad and it stains like wine

Oh, this don't sit right

Babe, you know I try, but I can't sleep at night


[Chorus]

Aren't you the one that asked for this?

As far as I remember, it was your idea

It was your appeal

So why are you the one tryna ruin this?

You can go ahead and call it what you want

But it's not my fault


[Bridge]

Kiss the best thing in your life farewell

If this is Heaven, then what the fuck is Hell?

I don't know how you do it so well

Leave it all behind, you

Tell your friends that I was just a phase

Another damaged girl inside your hall of fame

You've probably forgotten my name

I can't say the same about you


[Chorus]

Aren't you the one that asked for this?

As far as I remember, it was your idea

I was your, I was your, I was your appeal

So why are you the one tryna ruin this?

You can go ahead and call it what you want (Call it what you want)

But it's not my fault


[Outro]

It's not my fault

It's not my fault

It's not my—