Misery - Intellectual

[Verse 1]

When you leave I can see what I used to be

In your car, turned the key but it wouldn't start

I lost a piece of myself

Trapped inside this living hell

I can't escape destiny

My misery loves company

And if I fall apart, torn and scarred

Can I find myself?

And if I can't restart, light the dark

Will this ever heal?

No I won't be and I won't feel alone anymore

And I won't let the sea swallow me

I can find my peace in misery

Wide awake, I still dream in a vivid shade

Crimson eyes and a face that glows pale white

It cost me years I never had

I measure pain in milligrams

I pushed away the sympathy

My misery can't cope with me

And if I fall apart, torn and scarred

Can I find myself?

And if I can't restart, light the dark

Will this ever heal?

No I won't be and I won't feel alone anymore

And I won't let the sea swallow me

I can find my peace in misery

I've climbed the tallest mountain and I still can't see

I've pushed the greatest boulder, it's rolling back on me

A question with no answer, I'm lost eternally

I try to buy the truth, but you sold the lies to me

And if I fall apart, torn and scarred

Can I find myself?

And if I can't restart, light the dark

Will this ever heal?

No I won't be and I won't feel alone anymore

So I'll just let the breeze scatter me

I can find my peace in misery