As I look up at the sky

My mind starts tripping, a tear drops my eye

I never thought I would die

At such a young age, 'cause of dumb rage, not a lie

Of my demise, will I fry in the depths of hell?

Only seconds till my heart rests, it's still

Unless I sell my soul, wait, sell my soul?

Hahaha, I guess to hell I go

I can't tell or show, or explain the pain

Knowing that I'll never ever see the rain again

Or my family actually, that's not their loss I guess

My mom, all I ever did was cause her stress

And it's obvious that I will not be missed

More anger in my chest than at Ozzy's fest

Was it suicide? No. Was it you and I? Yes

Was it music? I guess, I'm just losing my shit

As I decline into the blackness

Choir singing at best, mom's in a black dress

Passed my last breath, he was just a pissed reject

Depressed, now he rests in six feet depth

But I ain't leave yet, nah my friend but it's near

I'ma take everybody's soul by the end of this year

I hope I'm sendin' this clear, I'ma be ending careers

Fucking you up with every motherfuckin' sentence I cheer

Nothing but heaven from here, long road out of hell

I'll never cut green with you fools, my lawnmowers for sale

So before they take mine, I'ma take lives with steak knives

And drag nine or eight guys with their legs tied to lakeside

'Cause all these rappers wanna do is get along and sing songs

Bitch, I'll make your head redder than Molly Ringwald's

I gotta go now because my time is none

And I ain't got time to wait for the tide to come

So peace sign, I'm done, at least my mind and some

You really think I'd let them receive my life then run?