Constant worry haunts me

It wears me down

I've sorted my thoughts

It slowly pulls me apart

In silence, I'm breaking as I try to mend it all

I can't hide it

Cracks reveal

It's all bound to fall apart

Floods of faults still hide the fractures

Victimized, useless

Paralyzed and blinded

Paranoid

The void it grows

As I can't let it go

Mistrust thriving

Shattered, I cut the ties

Can't find order

All distorted

As I'm trapped, spiraling down

All consuming paranoia swallows me piece by piece

Floods of faults still hide the fractures

Victimized, useless

Paralyzed and blindеd

Paranoid

Wreckage patronized

Blindеd by the disgust you seek

Spiraling down the same descent

Floods of faults still hide the fractures

Victimized, useless

Paralyzed and blinded