My soul gone cold am wanting to die

Pills and alcohol

Out the window I blow indo

And I can’t breathe at all

I smoke buds on buds these clouds are grey

I pop Xanax till I fall

Wake up in the morning

Am like am I glad or am i sad

Black hole where my heart should be cause my whole chest full of pain

Stormy rain and doc keeps telling me life kinda turned me insane

Action reaction action reaction feel my demons unchained

Sip codeine and it’s not cus of Wayne, tryna run from my brain

Do you know Sam? Cah I’m channeling hayne

Alister Crowley follows

I don’t really socialize like who’s this pain I borrowed

Your issues is not my issues

Go get yourself some tissues

Things I done & seen turned me hollow pain and sorrow

CHORUS (DIDO)

Demons knock knock...knock knock knock my head is tapped

Mans a dad now and my head still fuck up blood mans got to adapt

Tryna wash all these memories but it don’t work with lean or tablets

Sometimes I self harm and it don’t feel better until I do damage

Would I be me? without these thoughts, my life style been manic

ST remdogg Lloyd buffman Murdered life is tragic

I ain’t scared of the streets I’m scared of me and what I’ll do to survive

Man approach me and I got this knife I’m getting life if I panic

Shxdow done been assessed but there’s just some things you can’t assess

Shxdow had to stop drinking them spirits cah shxdow already possessed

Shxdow why you always watching serial killers Shxdow obsessed

I don’t even know why I cut my flesh something sez release stress

And I love all my supporters but Shxdow can’t be your leader

How can man follow me when I cut myself with this big clever

Corrupted files corrupted data

From back when I had sega

Always knew I would stab from I picked Vega

CHORUS (DIDO)

Shhh cause I will show mans liquid

He thinks he too solid

I can’t even say too much too many things too horrid

I dint really think I would get to this age if I’m really honest

And my bro gotta wake up everyday to that dead food and porridge

Ritual time Shxdow like some parasite to knowledge

Things that I do in my home ain’t the same things that I do in a forest

So many voices arguing everyday

And it’s in my skull

Demons tryna pull the wool and I feel vulnerable

I don’t feel at home on earth and I can’t really explain

I don’t know bout him or her but I know I feel this pain

They don’t really know my worth they want me in chains

Corrupted data, I am ... know that my soul is tainted

All them curbs I painted & all them times they raided

Relationships expired & some friendships outdated

Man used to pray to Jesus and man waited & waited

As soon as I spoke to Satan shh man done fixed that craving

CHORUS (DIDO)

My soul gone cold am wanting to die

Pills and alcohol

Out the window I blow indo

And I can’t breathe at all

I smoke buds on buds these clouds are grey

I pop Xanax till I fall

Wake up in the morning

Am like am I glad or am i sad