Why we always frowning

It's like we wake up drowning

Telling my storys like am rowling

They all know my music is outstanding

Baby am darkside that's what am finding

Spirits said they love the way am sounding

Am a be the star that they was clowning

Am a be seen full moons and am howling

I can't really explain what am feeling

I feel my ora burning, my soul screaming

I done get a enjoyment from them bleeding

I don't really understand life what's the meaning

Doc's says I got PTSD, am I healing?

Please don't stare into my eyes that's reviling

Why these rappers see my style and start stealing

I don't know what kinda hand your gods dealing

How you copy my style and act formal

Stealing sauce you ain't like it's normal

Then you talk about others copying in

But your whole styles me and that shits awful

How you lie to the people say your original

Most of the listeners find it abissamul

This shits nothing new it's typical

To reach me your needing a miracle

How you do adlibs just like shxdz did

I ain't even mad it's just the facts prick

How you play both sides on some drag shit

Say you didn't wish me dead your man's did

They don't want me around the atlas

They don't want my face on canvas

They don't really wish me well they actors

Left the hood years ago and I ain't adapted

They don't want Shxdow to prosper

They want deaf like Shxdz they got ya

Why can't I just live life proper

What can meds do for me doctor

Am from ends were life is cheap

Ca guns go bow like Waka Flocka

Think your rich ca you eat lobster

You don't love me you impostor

One day I will be a rockstar

Say your Grime but your a popstar

Heard your music and it's not hard

How you gang if you are half heart

Say you love me you don't mean it

We're was you when I was grieving

Grandad died and they were Scheming

I was broken and I mean it

This is truth I know you feel it

Let it run don't even wheel it

You don't rob man you just steal it

He's a snake and that reveled it

He's a rat I should of known that

I just act like I don't know man

See man live am scared ill show man

I got life to live fuck road fam

Life is beauty but it's spooky

Does he know me not the new me

How you don't want beef with your opps

But you act bookey with your goonie

Most your words just go straight through me

I can't hear that shit bro truly

I know you a oppitunist

Watch my plate and hold you tooly