Released on May 1, 2026

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[Intro]

You thought you could get away from me, huh?

You won't ever get away from me

You piece of fucking shit

Breathe that wa—


[Chorus]

Six years sayin' I'm the worst, you didn't even try

Six years I've been dreadin' how you really feel inside

Your son committed social suicide

I hope you never think that he would die

You told me as a kid to grow a spine

I did and now you still call me a guy


[Post-Chorus]

Just the way you used to, just the way you used to

Just the way you used to, that's just what you're used to, isn't it?


[Verse 1]

You're thinkin', "Where'd he go now?"

Mama, you left that boy at our old housе

I came out at fifteen, I'm fully grown now

And yet my old name is scrеamin' so loud

And yet my old name is screamin' so loud (Loud)

Let me know if I'm wastin' all my time

Lost my only mind, kept my only body

That's the joke of life, on the outside, I'm the same kid


[Chorus]

Six years sayin' I'm the worst, you didn't even try

Six years I've been dreadin' how you really feel inside

Your son committed social suicide

I hope you never think that he would die

You told me as a kid to grow a spine

I did and now you still call me a guy


[Post-Chorus]

Just the way you used to, just the way you used to

Just the way you used to 'cause that's just what you're used to


[Bridge]

(That's just what you're used to)


[Verse 2]

Quietly, I think 'bout when you say my name

It feels like I'm making you play all these dumb games

While I make you pretend that I've stayed the same

Just so I can walk through the kitchen, uh

Just so I can walk through the livin' room, uh

Just so I can walk to my bedroom

Just so I can walk through the backyard

Just so you can judge me at the front door, oh-oh


[Chorus]

Six years sayin' I'm the worst, you didn't even try

Six years I've been dreadin' how you really feel inside

Your son committed social suicide

I hope you never think that he would die

You told me as a kid to grow a spine

I did and now you still call me a guy


[Outro]

Just the way you used to, just the way you used to

Just the way you used to 'cause that's just what you're used to