[Intro]

Yuh

[Verse: Ash]

Truth-seeker, you-preacher, go 'head and tell me

Sweatpants, crop-tops, I'm showin' belly

Got you actin' weird, actin' different, unhealthy

Yo' daddy rich, momma richer, was born wealthy

So why you trippin', why you red in the face? Let me know

Is it just me? You could hit me to feel better

You was off the liquor, sayin' shit, I don't think I caught you

In the closet, but nobody know but me so I'm lost

Your homies don't know, family don't know

Is there a why? You been pushin' me away

Since you told me the other night that you was gonna tell me something but you realized it wasn't tight

But curiosity a bitch, so I need to know if I'm right

Your homies tell me that they think you a lil' gay and it's aight

But when I try to tell you that it always turns to a fight

You say, "You'd never understand,", I ask you, "How can I help?"

'Cause I can't sit here and explain why you should go be yourself

A thousand times, bro, this shit is fine, bro

We both in Cali', no one I know would have a thought 'bout you likin' guys, bro

He said "I like girls," told him "Why the fuck is you cryin', though?

It's clear bitches ain't the only thing on your mind bro"

[Bridge/Skit: Ash & Steph]

I just like you

What?

Alright?

I, um

Let's talk later

Okay, uh

Just, another day

Fuck, alright, ahem

[Verse 2: Ash & Steph]

Why the fuck did he say it? How could he like me?

Ever since we met I know he tried to be like me

'Cause I'm older by like a year, is it B-Y-E or C-Y-A?

Fuck, I wanna D-I-E

I'm so afraid our friendship's over after realizing

He caught feelings for a boy, already told him it's fine

I just didn't think the boy he liked would be my kind

I gotta text him, gotta tell him I'm uncomfortable, type shit

He text back, "Oh, that's fine"

I said, "Are you sure?"

He replied, "Bro, that's fine, I never wanna put you in a weird spot, that's right

I'm sorry if the shit I told you crossed a couple of lines"

I told him, "Okay, that's cool bro, just a bit of advice

Don't trust a thing that leave your lips if its past nine"

He said, "L-O-L, okay, bro, I'm glad it's aight"

I told him, "Love you, bro"

And he ain't even give a reply, fuck

[Outro: Ash & Steph]

Your call has been forwarded to an automatic voice messaging system (Huh?)

At the tone please record your message (Hold on)

When you have finished recording (Let me play this)

You may hang up or press one for more options

Hey, I just wanted to say that I don't think we should talk anymore

I told you things about myself, I can't blog anymore

I found a girl who I'm in love with and I wouldn't want to

Jeopardize none of that just to be on yo'— anymore

I just wanna tell you that I'm sorry, I hope you can forgive me

I'm sorry that I acted like it didn't hurt, that was the only way I could cope and to live and learn, I won't tell a single soul

It's been nice, Ash, I'll see you