[Produced by MrFlamez]

[Intro]

I can see the tears go down my mom's eyes

Tears go down my grandma's eyes & I....

Am so close to the edge, just don't push me

[Hook]

Going on everyday of my life

Knowing I ain't living right

I'm just tryna get the figures, get a lil bigger

But it seems I'm tryna get it my own

I'm gone, I'm home

So long, so long, so long

I'm gone, I'm home, I'm home

So long, so long, so long

[Verse 1]

Tryna get relief, with the release of my breath

And I just step back, and hope for the best

Ya'll hatin' on me nigga, I'm just tryna be that nigga

Tryna stack all them figures, get big just like Jigga

Express my pain through lyrics, if you feel it you feel it

Don't care if you don't believe it, if you reach it just receive it

I do this just for no reason, I breathe and breed every season

With the bros I just go chiefing, in my head everyday like a meeting

Therefore, I'm faced with these demons

Damn they taking away my feelings

Don't know how I'm feeling, either empty or dead

But I'm still breathing, man, (word) yo I'm still breathing

My life could be so misleading, over and over again

Just re-reading my life, my strife, my struggles

Creating a huge rebuttal

Swimming in a pool of blood that eventually turns into a puddle

And there I see my mom's face

So deep in shit, don't know how she could handle it

[Hook]

Going on everyday of my life

Knowing I ain't living right

I'm just tryna get the figures, get a lil bigger

But it seems I'm tryna get it my own

I'm gone, I'm home

So long, so long, so long

I'm gone, I'm home, I'm home

So long, so long, so long

[Verse 2]

We come in to go out, we're born to die there's no doubt

Can't stay in yesterday or I'm gonna wild out

So just come home dammit, we miss you, we need you

We can't live without you

When will you get that through your thick skull?

We can heal you, take care of you

Look at all this shit that it did to you

Now I'm screaming out cause I fucking care

Now I'm all in pain cause you're just not here

Damn why won't you come back?

Damn why won't you just come back?

[Hook]

Going on everyday of my life

Knowing I ain't living right

I'm just tryna get the figures, get a lil bigger

But it seems I'm tryna get it my own

I'm gone, I'm home

So long, so long, so long

I'm gone, I'm home, I'm home

So long, so long, so long