Feeling existential. Looking for potential ways out

Thought loop of fear and doubt

Gonna sprout, as long as I can find my way

Why won't my fingers just turn the page

Life feels pointless, am I voiceless to what happens

This existence, that I'm trapped in

Going for a spin, mind slowly wearing thin

On the horizon, just one question: when's this gonna end

Going down, death all around, in the sound, found a way out, the creative route

Doesn't last long, is it wrong? The feeling of dread in my head

Always comes back to attack

Sanity the snack. Soul filled with cracks

A never ending loop perhaps

I'm tired. Tired

Sacrifice my life for this. My time caught in the fist of existence

Every hour lost in the mist

I don't even care about shit. Every minute just want to quit

Perception moonlit. Please let me submit

This feeling, unappealing, unreeling an energy. Lost it all to entropy

Maybe stored in memory. Try my best to set you free

Guess we will just have to see