Crying dying, going faster, does it even really matter

Fighting thoughts inside my brain, maybe I'll just go insane

OOO I ain't even here, caught up in the cosmic atmosphere

Trying hard to make it through the year. Pains got me trapped up in my fear

Question it all, light the J. Just let time slip away

Alone again, that's kind of okay, gives me more time to say

How to change the world, in my own way

Make it less lonely, visions of a new day. What can I say, what can I do

I don't know, I guess it's up to you

Can you help me? Can I help you

Can we just enjoy having nothing to do

OOO I wish I wasn't here, drowning in my brain's atmosphere

Trying hard not to burst in tears

Don't wanna die, but deaths already here

Physically I'm not okay, my doctors say eternal decay

God I just wanna wish it all away. They say it's in my mind anyway

I'm gonna fight while shadows roam, taking steps towards the eternal home

Nothing matters and that brings me peace. Does it? well, a little at least

Can you help me? Can I help you

Can we just enjoy having nothing to do

I love this universe, but...I also hate it...

It puts us through so much crap. It's very paradoxical