Released on April 14, 2023

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[Intro]

Let me tell you all a story

I don't wanna tell nobody

Let me paint you all a picture

I got paint strokes on my body


[Verse 1]

When I was fifteen

And I thought that I was stunting

Fucking around locking the key

To the dungeon on my life

Now everything I do

I think I do it outta spite

Now every time I'm angry

I crave you and I just might

Are you gonna pass the lighter

Fuck making futures brighter

I'm just here to live the dream

Smoking up and drinking lean

Stuck a drug addicted fiend

Many days since I've clean

Need a blunt before the scene

Pray to Mary bеfore I leave


[Chorus]

Wasting my timе

Nineteen years old I could be in the limelight

But I can't control you

No I do not own you

Oh god why

Am I wasting my time getting high while the suns up

But I can't resist your call

Every time I hear your voice I want more


[Verse 2]

Oh it really really hurts me but really really loves

It took me to bad places but some really really lovely

It fucked with my head and made me think he really loved me

I just hit a spliff now I'm going to get on

Please

Smoke in my lungs

Coughing up black and red

God I love drugs

Can't say that I'll ever stop again

It's all in my head I regret my life with you

Stuck in my mind smoke all the time

Smoke all the time


[Chorus]

Wasting my time

Nineteen years old I could be in the limelight

But I can't control you

No I do not own you

Oh god why

Am I wasting my time getting high while the suns up

But I can't resist your call

Every time I hear your voice I want more

Wasting my time

Nineteen years old I could be in the limelight

But I can't control you

No I do not own you

Oh god why

Am I wasting my time getting high while the suns up

But I can't resist your call

Every time I hear your voice I want more