FALLING - Intellectual

[Hook]

I been fallin’, I don’t feel the ground no more

Talk to God but I don’t hear Him like before

I been callin’, but my voice don’t make a sound no more

Tell me what I’m really here for

I been fallin’

[Verse 1]

Used to think the sky was a ceiling, now it feel like a void

Every promise that I made, I avoid, destroyed

I was chasing validation like it meant I was whole

Now I’m empty even when I get what I was told

They said “keep your head up,” I just stare at the floor

‘Cause looking forward don’t feel real anymore

Every win got a shadow that it drags behind

Every smile I fake is just a mask I design

I been running from myself in a loop I can’t break

Every step I take forward feel like a mistake

And the louder that I get, the more I disappear

Funny how a crowd can make you feel less here

[Hook]

I been fallin’, I don’t feel the ground no more

Talk to God but I don’t hear Him like before

I been callin’, but my voice don’t make a sound no more

Tell me what I’m really here for

I been fallin’

[Verse 2]

Now I’m questioning the moments that I called “the climb”

Was I moving up or just losing time?

Every lesson feel like pain with a different disguise

Every truth I find just opens different lies

I remember being young thinking I’d understand

Now I’m older and I still don’t know who I am

Got a name, got a face, got a story they see

But inside it’s just a stranger staring back at me

I tried fixing what was broken but it broke more instead

Now I sleep with conversations I should’ve said

And the silence getting louder than the music I make

Like the sound of my existence slowly starting to break

[Hook]

I been fallin’, I don’t feel the ground no more

Talk to God but I don’t hear Him like before

I been callin’, but my voice don’t make a sound no more

Tell me what I’m really here for

I been fallin’

[Verse 3]

If I stopped right here, would the world even shift?

Or am I just a moment that the silence would lift?

I been thinking maybe falling is a form of escape

From a life that never felt like it was mine to shape

Every answer that I want just turns into air

Every prayer I say disappears somewhere

And I wonder if the ground is just waiting below

Or if I’ve been falling up and didn’t know

Maybe pain is just a language I learned too well

Maybe heaven and the fall feel the same in hell

I don’t know anymore, I just drift in between

What I am, what I was, and what I’ve never been

[Outro]

I been fallin’, I don’t feel the ground no more

Talk to God but I don’t hear Him like before

I been callin’, but my voice don’t make a sound no more

Tell me what I’m really here for

I been fallin’…