Protracted distance

Masked in blackness

To mark my past tense

Palming serrated stainless

Quicker will be painless

No time to think about

Two parents, a sister

How could I resist her

Only sounds projecting

Soft words rejecting pilgrimage

My fatal wounds will scratch them for years

Will they inspect my vast mental frontiers

Keeping me awake have my flaws flown

To leave unconditional ones just to be alone

A light refracting

Not worth distracting

Process subtracting

Can't withstand the puddle of my failure face

I find it just more reason to go quickly

Performing stoically

Only sounds commiting

Soft words omitting glimpse of hope

I'm afraid this urgency has come again

Maybe I should go

Definitely