Father forgive me

Deliver me from evil

Kneeling down

Starring at the ceiling

This is my last prayer

I am done

Following the masses

Felt like I am the only one

Who thought it’s unreal - the only word I own

Fucking unreal - was young and didn’t know

But not anymore

I felt like dead inside, but still I kept walking

Into the hands of deceit - sins drowning

I reject this shit

Finger on the trigger

Your gun is the book And

I point the finger At this lie

Kept me uncertain and alone

I have no master

I'm on my own

Father forgive me

I supplicate

Father forgive me

My knuckles hurt

My folded hands are rotting

My soul became dark

Indoctrinated from the moment I could walk

What the fuck is this shit

I vomit blood so 
(too hollow)

Won’t follow

Anymore

There was no mercy - not a bit

Their ain’t no miracles

Don’t fucking ask

Something inside me is sick

Father forgive me

Deliver me from evil

Kneeling down

Starring at the ceiling

This is my last prayer

I am done

Following the masses

Felt like I am the only one

Who thought it’s unreal

Unreal

Unreal

Unreal

Now I am older

Now I know things so much better

Ripped my heart out of my body

Pain didn’t matter

Because I am free now

Things make more sense than ever

This illusion just couldn’t hold up much longer

It is fucking crazy when I think of back than

Whoever put me in this world

Had a different plan ah

Knew that I won’t be a slave

So put I put this to an end

God forgive me

You’re already dead

What the fuck is this shit

I vomit blood so 
(too hollow)

Won’t follow

Anymore

Something inside me is sick

So I put this to an end

God forgive me

But you’re already dead

I reject this shit

Finger on the trigger

Your gun is the book And

I point the finger At this lie

Kept me uncertain and alone

I have no master

I’m on my own