Getting comfy at the bottom

‘Cause I’ve never been on top of anything

Weaning myself off the bottle of cynicism and apathy

Another existential crisis gonna…

1, 2, 3, 4

Getting sick of waking up at three p.m

Oh, I haven’t seen the sun since god knows when

If this winter doesn’t kill me then I will

First step admitting there’s a problem

The next is...

To-do lists color-coded, drinking water, online applications

Brushing my teeth, quitting smoking

When the dread settles in

Push it out again

Don't let it win

In the quiet hours of the night

I can feel that something isn’t right

A chemical imbalancе in my brain

It ebbs and flows but it never goеs away

Getting comfy at the bottom and I am over it

First step admitting there’s a problem

The next step is…

To-do lists color-coded, drinking water, online applications

Brushing my teeth, quitting smoking

When the dread settles in

Push it out again

Don't let it win