Released on May 25, 2018

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I hear the sound of something breaking

From my slumber I awake

I sound that's unfamiliar to me

Even when I drown it out, I can't get back to sleep

My throat is hurting more with time

I cover it and realize

I'm empty, my voice has got no sound

So unfamiliar that sound in my head

I feel it through me how its ringing out

On this frozen lake a crack is forming now

That's where I went to go and dump myself

And my voice, I buried it, oh, just for you

Over the frozen lake of winter

Above the water, ice appeared

And in the dream that I went into

Not a thing has changed, the pain i feel is still the same

Have I lost all of myself or gained a part of you as well?

I run to the lake where I threw myself

And see my reflection inside

Don't say a thing right now, I'm begging you

I reach my hand over the mouth, to hide the sound

I know that someday spring will come again

The ice will melt till everything is like before

Tell me, if this voice of mine is real or not

If I should not have thrown myself away like that

Tell me, if this pain of mine is real or not?

Come tell me what I should have done, way back then