[Verse 1]

'Cause there's no stability in this situation

I don't know what you're thinking

I don't know what you're feeling

I don't think that you want me

I don't want to have to deal yet

I don't see what you're seeing

Now you're just a regret

[Chorus]

And I don't want to

Squander this beautiful mess

We made, and played

Along, but I have to see what's next

[Verse 2]

I know that life came fast at you

And you weren't ready yet

But I can't wait any longer

While you aimlessly wonder

I know you really want me but I don't

Want have to pretend

That I don't have reservations

Because of past events

[Chorus]

And I don't want to

Squander this beautiful mess

We made, and I played

Along but have to see what's next

In this life, and I'll try

To let you down softly

But I have to be real with myself

'Cause it's the only life I get