Wallow - Intellectual

[Verse 1]

When I speak my mind out loud

The words betray me

Casting stones that cast me out

I can't describe the feeling

I long to know what lives within your bones

We're all the same underneath the pain

Seeing red like I bled for the first time

Broken home, all alone no it's not right

I can't conceive everything it's done to me

It's all gone, fucking gone like a memory

Just leave me alone

It's wherе I feel at home

(Still finding no meaning benеath this empty feeling)

It's all gone, I'm done

Blow my mind just to see what's inside

No balance, no sorrow

Sold my soul now my heart's left hollow

Another day I wallow

Straight through the fucking heart

Like being smothered alone

My chest, it can't breathe and my mind's lost its home

I'd rather die on the anvil

Than be another fucking body in the landfill

Paint these fucking walls red

Another day, another dead

Release all of these evil thoughts from my hollowed head

Say goodnight, say goodbye, a soothing lullaby

Sight of death creeping in

No more tears to cry