[Verse 1]

I guess

I wasn't everything, you needed me to be

I guess, you needed your hatred

So that you could be at peace

[Verse 2]

I never thought it'd be so hard

I never thought I'd ruin everything

I guess I couldn't reach your bar

I guess I'll just keep sinking

Down beneath

[Verse 3]

Is there no good ending

Is this the way I'm supposed to be

Guess I'll stop pretending

And take a look

At the wreckage below

[Chorus]

When I find myself sober

It's like I'm under

The weight of the world

With your foot on my shoulders

Like it'll never be over

[Verse 4]

My fear has broken everything

I needed you to be

My will can only create

Things of sorrow and disease

[Verse 5]

You said that I would never be free

You told me that I'd never see the light of day

You said I'd never break this fall

I guess I'll just keep sinking down below

[Verse 6]

Is there no good ending?

Is this the way I'm supposed to be?

Guess I'll stop pretending

And take a look at the wreckage below

[Chorus]

When I find myself sober

It's like I'm under the weight of the world

With your foot on my shoulders

Like it'll never be over

Seek a way to feel normal

We get a little bit closer

[Chorus]

When I find myself sober

It's like I'm under the weight of the world

With your foot on my shoulders

Like it'll never be over

[Chorus]

When I find myself sober

It's like I'm under

The weight of the world

With your foot on my shoulders

Like it'll never be over