[Verse 1: clay0127]
Another night I'm alone
Out with your friends you’re gone again
And I'm at home by the phone
Waiting for the day you go and tell me it's over
And I don’t want you to go
But I know that I can't control you
And you tell me that it's not my fault
But that don't stop me thinking of
All of the things that I did wrong
Or how I could've kept you home
But all of that was for naught
You've moved on, and I won't be sober again
With my friends, under influence
It's the only way to stop all of the problems in my head
But being here with Spencer lifts a burden from chest
And I start to feel better, less lonely than I’vе been
[Interlude: clay0127]
Going up without you, guess you chose wrong in the еnd
If you had a little faith in me you would’ve seen success
Now I'm getting bigger think of everything I left
I’m starting to get stressed I guess I need a little rest
[Verse 2: shmokey]
I'm recharging batteries that haven't been
Changed in a year so I can be better than
The people that pretend, ones that wanna make amends
But still continue to make threats, I don't think this will ever end
It’s not my fault that I don't trust you
I've been fucked up, I've been misused
Headaches, drugs and bloody tissues
I'm in a better place and I don't miss you