NOTMYFAULT

By SHADER

On red&blue

Released on October 28, 2022

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[Verse 1: clay0127]

Another night I'm alone

Out with your friends you’re gone again

And I'm at home by the phone

Waiting for the day you go and tell me it's over

And I don’t want you to go

But I know that I can't control you

And you tell me that it's not my fault

But that don't stop me thinking of

All of the things that I did wrong

Or how I could've kept you home

But all of that was for naught

You've moved on, and I won't be sober again

With my friends, under influence

It's the only way to stop all of the problems in my head

But being here with Spencer lifts a burden from chest

And I start to feel better, less lonely than I’vе been


[Interlude: clay0127]

Going up without you, guess you chose wrong in the еnd

If you had a little faith in me you would’ve seen success

Now I'm getting bigger think of everything I left

I’m starting to get stressed I guess I need a little rest


[Verse 2: shmokey]

I'm recharging batteries that haven't been

Changed in a year so I can be better than

The people that pretend, ones that wanna make amends

But still continue to make threats, I don't think this will ever end

It’s not my fault that I don't trust you

I've been fucked up, I've been misused

Headaches, drugs and bloody tissues

I'm in a better place and I don't miss you