I'm on a highway

It's healthy to cry

But I'm stuck in hell

I don't even know how I'm still sane homeboy

I lie there and cry awake

It's the only way I can anymore though, you know?

Though I'm just a shell

Real talk

[Verse 1: Sevin]

Yeah Yeah Yeah

I'm worn down and poured out just a empty cup

A sick man in quicksand I'm simply stuck

I'm feeling so small

Would it be wrong ya'll to put the pistol on speed dial

And make ya stone call

Why can't I get a grip on my mind

I'm feeling pissed on and pissed off

And it's all the time, yeah

I've lost pretty much everything a man can lose

I've been through wars you wouldn't even put a cannon through

All this agony's enough to break a man in two

His panic room is damaged plus he's manic too

His soul is famished

No one handed him a can of stew

He's allergic to beans

They gave him Spanish food

It's like life doesn't like him

It does it just to spite him

Wish I could take back my past like a busted item

Right now I wanna do anything but exist

Cuz if I ain't in hell, tell me what is this?

[Chorus: Sevin]

I'm on the highway to heaven

But I'm stuck in hell

So I lie there and cry awake

My essence til I'm just a shell

[Verse 2: Sevin]

Yeah Yeah Yeah

I've lost money

Lost friends even lost brothers

Lost my kid's cold heart

No soft cover

Lost love from my wife

Got up off of her

Guess the loss of our faith made us all suffer

I talk to God

I know he still with me

If He was here I wonder if he'd sip this beer with me

I don't even doubt that he'd shed a tear wit me

I know my bro ain't getting out til he's near fifty

Sometimes I feel I'm waiting on the same fate

He caught hell

I'm fishing with the same bait

Get a job, huh

I don't know them tactics

Jump through hoops

I don't know gymnastics

I'm so tired of the madness

I know that I be trippin' when I'm flippin' out

Wildin' like a savage

Life keeps hollin' on the sadness

I'll never forget how it looked

When my homie was smiling in his casket

[Chorus: Sevin]

I'm on the highway to heaven

But I'm stuck in hell

So I lie there and cry awake

I can't stop til I'm just a shell

I'm on the highway to heaven

But I'm stuck in hell

So I lie there and cry awake

My essence til I'm just a shell