[Verse 1: Sevin]

Adverse since the cradle been unstable mentally left

Modern day Cain murdered Able many regrets

When you wearing this label could be fatal with any breath

I got overtime laboring the wages of sin is death

I feeling it coming I ain't running there's no escape

Forgive my mistakes if I'm summoned before I wake

I tried to excel that's what I wanted from the gate

But life threw me hell ?? on my plate

Severe alcoholic I know I don't properly cope

I give away money funny how I'm constantly broke

Snakes take advantage man but I ain't dropping the soap

Get a clear understanding when my cannon pop at your throat

I been dealing with the same old things for twelve years

Almost like brimstone is home it's hell here

I having nightmares where I stand holding my sons

In a flash I got blood on my hands what have I done?

[Hook: Sevin]

I'm a Failure

I don't know what I'm doing here

The only good thing about me is you Lord

And you know that is so clear, I'm failure

I ruin everything I touch

I know you expect more of me Lord

And I want to change so much, I'm a failure

[Verse 2: Sevin]

This a real nigga meeting I ain't weak man I'd rather die

I know I'm a heathen when I speak about it I cry

Sipping a beer tears seeping out of my eyes

If I let these things clip my wings how can I fly

Fighting a war to get control over my lust

I hit it but then I get convicted soon as I bust

I lay there repentant while she venting letting her fuss

No we ain't together there will never be any us

I guess I'm breaking hearts taking part in all this sin

With the serpent and its certainly dark the heart of men

I'm haunted by victims and I'm missing departed friends

I'm knowing I'm tripping but I'm sick so I start again

Back to this bottle I'm too hollow to fill my soul

When I take this swallow you won't follow me where I go

I'm speaking to demons I can't even get no sleep

The Spirit is willing it is me that is so weak

[Hook: Sevin]

I'm a Failure

I don't know what I'm doing here

The only good thing about me is you Lord

Oh and it's so clear, I'm failure

I ruin everything I touch

And I know you expect more of me Lord

And I want to change so much, I'm a failure

[Verse 3: Sevin]

Emotionless face man I'm sitting here by the curb

I joked with your grace so I'm getting what I deserve

Terminal diseases and urges I can't withstand

Was birthed into weakness Lord your servant is just a man

I'm stuck with a ministry to which I ain't feeling fit

My brothers depending on my so I ain't finna quit

Affected by sins I'm committing behind the scenes

My excellence ends and its getting me out swing

I guess when it rains then it pours when It burns it consumes

And I scream because my dreams have been turned into tombs

And your mercy has turned into wrath cause I laughed

In your face when you basically asked me to chasten myself

But I'm chasing myself so I'm chasing these girls

And I'm chasing this wealth and I'm chasing this world

I'm a fiend for this things brings me to pain

So I'm pleading to Jesus please lead me to change

Cause I'm a

[Hook: Sevin]

I'm a Failure

I don't know what I'm doing here

The only good thing about me is you Lord

And you know that it's so clear, I'm failure

I ruin everything I touch

And I know you expect more of me Lord

And I want to change so much, I'm a failure

[Outro: Sevin]

The only thing I ever been good at

Is getting everything wrong (I'm a failure)

Without you I can do nothing but ruin my life (oh oooh)

I'm a failure