[Verse 1]

They tell me to get over it, that this pain isn't real

I wish for one day they could feel what I feel

I'm a coward and I'm disgusted by myself

Why can't you see all I need is some help?

Take what you need from me

Rip my last hair out, I don't need your sympathy

Yeah, practice what you preach, that's the real shit now

I'm the prey, you're the referee

[Pre-Chorus]

For all the things they said

That circled in my head

This life is just regret, I can't forget

[Chorus]

Why is it so hard to deal with myself?

Why am I always running away?

Why can't I stay for me to see that things can change and why

Is it so hard to deal with myself?

Why am I always running away from me

When everything I need is to stay?

[Verse 2]

You say it's the start of the rest of my life

But how come it feels like I've already died inside?

Paralysing pride, let me tell you the truth

There's nothing left so take what you need from me

Rip my last hair out, I don't need your sympathy

Yeah, practice what you preach, that's the real shit now

I'm the prey, you're the referee

[Pre-Chorus]

This life is just regret, I can't forget

[Chorus]

Why is it so hard to deal with myself?

Why am I always running away?

Why can't I stay for me to see that things can change and why

Is it so hard to deal with myself?

Why am I always running away from me

When everything I need is to stay?

[Bridge]

(Every day I decay without any light to see)

(And every day I decay and I feel it's breaking me)

Every day I decay without any light to see

Every day I decay

And it's breaking me

[Chorus]

Why is it so hard to deal with myself?

Why am I always running away?

Why can't I stay for me to see that things can change and why

Is it so hard to deal with myself?

Why am I always running away from me

When everything I need is to stay?

[Outro]

I've already died