Gasping out for the air

I'm hanging myself for too long

I’m 21 and i’m scared

I'm living life with the lies

False hope reminding me

To all the tears that i have wasted

Covered up in hundred lies

Saying i’m fine and i’m okay

Is it so hard when you're grown up?

Or is it life that i fear the most?

Living life with all those regrets

And it’s killing me

Living life with all those mistakes

And it’s haunting me

Cause all i’ve got is scaring me

I failed myself, i started to sink

I never thought that it'd be hard

To facе the truth when we wеre growing up

Cause i watched myself fall apart

I’m racing time but losing track

I’m falling down and down

But i’m acting like i’m fine

I’m acting like i’m okay

And here’s one thing that i can’t keep inside

My shades too dark, can’t move to the brightest side