Why don't you wake up to yourself and see the bigger picture

I've spent sleepless nights hanging by a thread for you

Since I've been gone your life began to spiral down

And I'm so fucking glad I wasn't there to see it

Made a mess of your life. Don't try to hold me down

You're an anchor designed to make me drown

You pull me to the deep end, I try to gasp for air

My mind is growing stronger from the fucked up pain I share

Yeah I seemed okay, but it was not that way

You'll keep making the same mistakes as you did yesterday

And I can barely breathe I find it hard to speak about this agony

I remember when we first met, times like that I'll never forget

I miss the way it felt when I was with you and it seemed okay

Now my heart is wasting away, and it will never come back

I did what I could for you, and now you've fractured me

I can't tell if you're fucking with my head

Not sure if the love ever existed

I know I'm not the only one between your thighs

You've got those expert lying eyes

All this time that I have wasted on you

The risk I took but still you've taken me for granted

There's not a moment that I will ever forget

You told me forever but you take what you can get

I remember when we first met, times like that I'll never forget

I miss the way it felt when I was with you and it seemed okay

Now my heart is wasting away, and it will never come back

I did what I could for you, and now you've fractured me

I can't tell if you're fucking with my head, not sure if the love ever existed

I know I'm not the only one between your thighs

You've got those expert lying eyes

I remember the girl that said she wanted me

But all I've been doing is occupying this empty house

Wasting away

I remember the things we thought we could have been

I thought you felt the same, but it's to late 'cause I'm gone, gone, gone away