Released on June 30, 2023

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[Intro]

Pain music

Setty, setty ? do music

That’s-That’s me right there [?]

Hell, Naz

I wish you was here when [?]

Shit be crazy


[Chorus]

I do this shit for my family

Rap don’t work, I do not have a plan B

I barely talk to my granny

Goin’ through pain, I hope she understand me

Lately, been goin’ through trauma

Melani, I’m sorry that we lost your father

That conversation, I don’t wanna speak ‘bout

Wishin’ that Nazzy could see she could speak now

Tryna quit, but I can’t put the drink down

Got me poppin’ this Addys to think now

Feel like I gotta move smarter

Back in the day, used to call me retarded

Eat off my plate but got nothin' to offer

I was out robbin’ but we not in Gotham

Sun out the way, I was fucked up

Me and Naz reminiscin’


[Verse 1]

How the fuck wе gon’ get to the bag?

See me crying, won’t tеll you I’m sad

R.I.P. to my pops, no, I didn’t have a dad

Shoutout Mama, she gave me everything she had

Pop a zit, tryna forget the past

I needed help and y’all niggas ain’t ask me

Asked you for help and you started procrastinatin’

You don’t love me for me, when I’m dead, don’t jack me


[Verse 2]

Stay with a knock, had a dream, niggas boo’d me

Fool me once, that’s a fool in me

Fool me twice, ain’t no way that you foolin’ me (At all)

Poppin’ percs, I don’t care what they do to me

Said you with me, but is you gon’ shoot for me?

Been in the field, nah, this shit not new for me

They said they love me, but I know they usin’ me

I had to grow up before I hit puberty


[Chorus]

I do this shit for my family

Rap don’t work, I do not have a plan B

I barely talk to my granny

Goin’ through pain, I hope she understand me

Lately, been goin’ through trauma

Melani, I’m sorry that we lost your father

That conversation, I don’t wanna speak ‘bout

Wishin’ that Nazzy could see she could speak now

Tryna quit, but I can’t put the drink down

Got me poppin’ this Addys to think now

Feel like I gotta move smarter

Back in the day, used to call me retarded

Eat off my plate but got nothin' to offer

I was out robbin’ but we not in Gotham

Sun out the way, I was fucked up

Me and Naz reminiscin’


[Verse 3]

They do this shit for a image, I do this shit ‘cause I live it

I got the knock on me, tryna get home

I got two children, so, no, I can’t risk it

No, I don’t care how they view me

Can’t let the pain and the pressure consume me

Don’t gotta lie, nigga, this is the true me

I was down bad, thinkin’, “What I was doin’?”


[Bridge]

I had to figure it out

I had to find me a route

Sometimes, I’ve felt that I’ve been losin’ doubt

I had to man up, the man of the house

Say you can’t stand me, then sit on the couch

I ain’t have money, nigga, [?]

Did it for us, not me, no doubt

They see me goin’ up, now they tryna pull me down?


[Chorus]

I do this shit for my family

Rap don’t work, I do not have a plan B

I barely talk to my granny

Goin’ through pain, I hope she understand me

Lately, been goin’ through trauma

Melani, I’m sorry that we lost your father

That conversation, I don’t wanna speak ‘bout

Wishin’ that Nazzy could see she could speak now

Tryna quit, but I can’t put the drink down

Got me poppin’ this Addys to think now

Feel like I gotta move smarter

Back in the day, used to call me retarded

Eat off my plate but got nothin' to offer

I was out robbin’ but we not in Gotham

Sun out the way, I was fucked up

Me and Naz reminiscin’


[Outro]

Me and Naz reminiscing

We [?] reminiscing