Released on December 20, 2022

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[Verse 1]

Give me back my soul

Watch me as I take what’s mine

Untie me like a bow

But I’m putting pieces back in line


[Pre-Chorus]

I don’t wanna wait for the day I won’t remember

I don’t wanna hear you like an echo in the night


[Chorus]

Chasing words right off your tongue

Caught myself and bit my own

What is mine will always be there

As for you stop forcing futures

Let you go I cut the line

Facing forward no rewind

Lesson learned it leaves me hollow

It’s so hard my pill to swallow


[Verse 2]

I hated everyone

But somehow there was love for you

Made it into rope

And let me swing in my own noose


[Pre-Chorus]

You don’t think I know that you wanted me to want you

I don’t think you know that secrets always show their face


[Chorus]

Chasing words right off your tongue

Caught myself and bit my own

What is mine will always be there

As for you stop forcing futures

Let you go I cut the line

Facing forward no rewind

Lesson learned it leaves me hollow

It’s so hard my pill to swallow

All the chemicals

Found their way inside me

Gave me the feelings that I craved

For every moment that I stayed

All the chemicals

How they misaligned me

Tore them out from the inside

I could’ve stayed but I would’ve died


[Chorus]

Chasing words right off your tongue

Caught myself and bit my own

What is mine will always be there

As for you stop forcing futures

Let you go I cut the line

Facing forward no rewind

Lesson learned it leaves me hollow

It’s so hard my pill to swallow

It’s so hard my pill to swallow

My pill to swallow

(Bitter pills are hard to swallow)