Release - Intellectual

[Verse 1]

I bought a fucking multicolour rope off of amazon

I plan to hang myself because by now all of my strength is gone

I have been putting off doing this for way too fucking long

But now I’m really tired so I think this time my time has really come

It’s really quite dope for being just a simple rope

It is not very thick but it should do the job, I hope

It’s been about two decades I’ve been trying to climb this slope

But all I ever feel is hurt, I know I can no longer cope

I was never held in no one’s arms, not even for a night

But tonight I have someone, this rope will hold me tight

I always tried to reach out, no one ever took my hand

But tonight I’m not alone, this rope will take my breath

I was never held in no one’s arms, not even for a night

But tonight I have someone, this rope will hold me tight

I always tried to reach out, no one ever took my hand

But tonight I’m not alone, this rope will take my breath

I bought a fucking multicolour rope off the internet

I tried to talked to them but they have shown they have no interest

I worked on myself for twenty years, now I just wanna rest

To escape from what I feel the only way is to euthanize myself

I think they use this kind of rope to make some decoration

I didn’t buy it for the colors, it was out of desperation

I’ve been trying for so long to improve my situation

But all I ever felt has been rejection and frustration

I was never held in no one’s arms, not even for a night

But tonight I have someone, this rope will hold me tight

I always tried to reach out, no one ever took my hand

But tonight I’m not alone, this rope will take my breath

I was never held in no one’s arms, not even for a night

But tonight I have someone, this rope will hold me tight

I always tried to reach out, no one ever took my hand

But tonight I’m not alone, this rope will take my breath

Close my eyes, I let my body down

I feel my sight, is starting to black out

At first my body is tense, but soon becoming loose

While I’m held, it’s like a cuddle from the noose

Almost there now, I’m starting to feel nothing

Release this pain now, forever kept inside me

I never wanted death, just didn’t want to live like this

And now at last I’m free, to me this feels like bliss