[Verse 1]

Suffering, without cryin’

No complains and never give a sign

Suffering, without showing

Carry on like nothing, nobody must be knowing

Daily chores and work and studying

Nobody knows that inside you are dying

Just complying

With what society expects you to do

But the one they see is not the real you

Your body aches, twitch out of control

Your brain is melting right out of your skull

You try to focus, but, it all feels dull

Physically there, yeah, but it’s just the hull

And you’re always tired, always feels so weak

Going yet another month, then another week

Never getting proper rest, cannot get no sleep

When you’re finally in bed, you just want to scream

You go and close your eyes, and then you start to sink

In a hole inside your soul, deeper than you think

But about this, you can never speak

Feeling a need so deep to just physically rip

And tear out all of this pain

Out of your guts, out of your chest

Out of your throat, out of your head

And so you don't sleep, but you still work

And you can't scream, but you still hurt

And it shows on your face, how you really feel

'Cause you look like shit, have you seen the mirror?

Dark circles taking half your face

No smile, eyes in a daze

“Do you have a cold, man? You lookin’ kinda sick”

“No I’m fine, I just need some sleep”

“No I’m fine, I just need some sleep”

“No I’m fine, I just need some sleep”

“No I’m fine, I just” —

[Chorus]

I’m just suffering without crying

I don’t have a cold, I am fully dying

I’m just suffering without complaining

I perform my duties, everything they saying

I’m just suffering without telling

Because I know that no one can help me

I’m just suffering without explaining

If I ever do, then they always blame me

I’m just suffering without emotion

I have learnt to hide, lest cause a commotion

I’m just suffering on auto pilot

Outside okay but inside a riot

[Verse 2]

I don’t tell nobody ‘cause nobody care

All these people all around me but nobody there

Too busy doing stories for the Instagram

Tell me how cool your life is, smiles are on demand

But I don’t blame ‘em, I’m just envious, and I understand

“Laugh and the world laughs with you”, so… good for them

But “weep and you weep alone”, she said, and she was right

Lying awake in bed again, repeating every night

My body is tired dead but my mind won’t let me sleep

When life’s a nightmare how do you expect to dream?

And it’s been so long, I can’t even tell

Since I was a kid I felt I’m stuck in hell

Only gets worse and the years pass

Slowly come to understand that you will never last

It becomes apparent, only one thing to do

On one sunny day, you just want it through

Be finally embraced, rope around my neck

Giving myself peace? I will not regret

I will not regret

I will not regret

I will not regret

[Chorus]

I’m just suffering without crying

I don’t have a cold, I am fully dying

I’m just suffering without complaining

I perform my duties, everything they saying

I’m just suffering without telling

Because I know that no one can help me

I’m just suffering without explaining

If I ever do, then they always blame me

I’m just suffering without emotion

I have learnt to hide, lest cause a commotion

I’m just suffering on auto pilot

Outside okay but inside a riot

[Bridge] (unintelligible)

And if this is life, then I’ve had enough

There’s no point pretending that it will get better

And I know sometimes, that it can be rough

But this pain inside me has been there forever

[Chorus]

I’m just suffering without crying

I don’t have a cold, I am fully dying

I’m just suffering without complaining

I perform my duties, everything they saying

I’m just suffering without telling

Because I know that no one can help me

I’m just suffering without explaining

If I ever do, then they always blame me

I’m just suffering without emotion

I have learnt to hide, lest cause a commotion

I’m just suffering on auto pilot

Outside okay but inside a riot

[Chorus]

I’m just suffering without crying

I don’t have a cold, I am fully dying

I’m just suffering without complaining

I perform my duties, everything they saying

I’m just suffering without telling

Because I know that no one can help me

I’m just suffering without explaining

If I ever do, then they always blame me

I’m just suffering without emotion

I have learnt to hide, lest cause a commotion

I’m just suffering on auto pilot

Outside okay but inside a riot