Inner Demons

By Sentense

On Moods & Moments

Released on April 22, 2008

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[Verse One] [Reks]:

Peace of mind, tryna find, I done been through the B.S

You see Reks, you see stress, I ain't lyin'

But times spent gettin' bent, secrets I've tried to keep under wraps

It always seep into Reks

Yes to that I gotta say acts of crime I committed, ain't been comfortable with it

Wifey find numbers, couldn't admit it, so I hid it

Get over, been done with it, ain't been sober a minute

Anger management, I need it, I be screamin' when it's cause for chill

And even grills from the block cause chills

Had to learn hand skills at an early age

Tears I put upon page

Papi went to the grave, thought I was headed next

Mimic his ways, check

From minimum wage so I would hit the malls

Five finger discounted it all

My dawgs told me I was ignorant and it's suppose to be the mirror's image

We see the truth, but me? I'm too distance

See for instance

I can't get close to most who show love

Gotta have control of, the operation

Operation: Shut Down Friendship

And I'm to blame when shit go astray

So they say

So I stay

Searchin' for an inside cure

I'm still insecure

Not to insult your

Shit, but my shit

Built with an ego

Here go, I go too far

It's these demon's y'all

[Scratch Chorus]:

"Yeah, head crack head crack" - Brand Nubian 'Slow Down'

"It's fucked up when your mind playin' tricks on ya" - Geto Boys 'Mind Playin Tricks On Me'

"Yeah, head crack head crack"

"At war with them inner demons, it's goin' down" - Method Man 'Perfect World'

"Yeah, head crack head crack"

"It's fucked up when your mind playin' tricks on ya"

"Yeah, head crack head crack"

"At war with them inner demons, it's goin' down"

[Verse Two] [Why-D]:

I was dropped on this earth in the blistering cold

And I stopped being a kid when I was six years old

Developing suicidal tendencies

With a mind full of painful childhood memories

No pops to my crib, I was left on my own

A lonely child with barely flesh on my bones

I fell in love with alcohol at an early age

And gettin' high and skippin' school was an early phase

I still struggle to this day to keep my self afloat

I just woke up from a heavy night of alcohol

I lose control when I start drinkin'

Cause when I start drinkin', that's when I stop thinkin'

Suppressed emotions combines with aggression

That part of me is a sign of depression

I got a blackout from three o'clock til about five

And how the fuck did I get this black eye?

This alcohol got the best of me

Cause every time I'm drunk it's like I'm switchin' up identity

I fell down some stairs and I think one of my ribs broke

And every time I'm drunk I always feel the urge to ***** ****

I gotta get a grip man, I gotta stay sober

And fix up my life before it's over

So if I did you wrong, take it how you want it

I got demons deep inside that has yet to be confronted

[Scratch Chorus]:

"Yeah, head crack head crack"

"It's fucked up when your mind playin' tricks on ya"

"Yeah, head crack head crack"

"At war with them inner demons, it's goin' down"

"Yeah, head crack head crack"

"It's fucked up when your mind playin' tricks on ya"

"Yeah, head crack head crack"

"At war with them inner demons, it's goin' down"