[Verse 1]
I'm not sure exactly what I believe in
But I am starting to find myself
In the midst of all this endless chaos around us
I'm learning to accept the things I've felt
[Chorus]
She told me that I'm changin'
I'm changin' for the worst (Oh)
But these apprehensions in my head
I'm thinkin' I'm gonna burst
And if there's a God in heaven
Who's lookin' down on me
Well I pray he pleads me mercy
For my irresponsibility
(Oh, oh)
[Verse 2]
And everything that I have learned is nothing but a sham
And I know my life isn't quite where it should be
But I know full well the only thing that I can control
Are my own convictions and the things that I believe
[Chorus]
She told me that I'm changin'
I'm changin' for the worst (Oh)
But these apprehensions in my head
I'm thinkin' I'm gonna burst
And if there's a God in heaven
Who's lookin' down on me
Well I pray he pleads me mercy
For my irresponsibility
(Oh, oh)
[Bridge]
Sometimes I think I've simply had enough
What reason do I have to care?
Mom and Dad, I'm sorry
Your little boy is growin' up
Forgive me won't you please, for this is more than I can bear
Sometimes I think I've simply had enough
What reason do I have to simply give a fuck?
Mom and Dad, I'm sorry
Your little boy is growin' up
Forgive me won't you please
Cause it seems I'm outta luck
[Chorus]
She told me that I'm changin'
I'm changin' for the worst
But these apprehensions in my head
I'm thinkin' I'm gonna burst
And if there's a God in heaven
Who's lookin' down on me
Well I pray he pleads me mercy
For my irresponsibility