[Chorus]
Sit alone with my sins ahead
Waiting for all of them to drop dead
Nicotine got me lost in the head
Secrets that I've kept to the ends
[Verse 1]
I don't wanna talk to nobody, don't trust 'em, can't feel safe
Still too anxious in my body, so my voice can't fucking play
Tried so hard to not overthink or I might blow my brain
All these humans in the cameras got me feeling so insane
Are they looking, are they judging? I can see it in their face
Left my bones bruised and scarred but I don't even feel the pain
Every other damn morning, trying so hard to pray
But I'm too scared to evеn forward, I'm so caught up in these chains
Everyonе's the same thing, got their demons pacing
Blood right to the basement, bodies got more faceless
Better tie your laces, if you fall, they'll chase it
Like some wolves they craving, bitch, go get updated
Gnash them fuckers to the ground
Still on mic, going loud
Bitch, come talk, I'll slit your mouth
Killing, I can't make a sound, ah
Back and forth with ratchet thots? Ah
They can all go suck my cock, ah
They can all touch all them rocks, uh
I'm still alive, throwing shots
[Chorus]
Sit alone with my sins ahead (Ah)
Waiting for all of them to drop dead
Nicotine got me lost in the head
Secrets that I've kept to the ends
[Verse 2]
Sitting back, can't memorize
Keep my name in yo' mouth, and watch me how I sanitize
Bitches talk too much, all the BBCs they fantasize
Keep on talking shit 'bout a nigga who is black and white
All you lil' pussies are in shame, c'mon, tell me why?
Watch me walk along to the road while you sit and die
Now these thots on my phone dancing sexy and they live and thrive
CPU, take away my guts, ruin up my life, yuh
[Chorus]
Sit alone with my sins ahead
Waiting for all of them to drop dead
Nicotine got me lost in the head
Secrets that I've kept to the ends