Go away, go away

I'm healing

So afraid, so afraid

No ceiling

Everyone, everyone

Be patient

Be patient

Yeah

Cuz everything I've ever done has turned to dust

I'm feeling numb, I'm feeling drunk

I'm feeling everything you've ever felt at once

I wanna live, I wanna die

I wanna breathe, I wanna smile

I wanna pick up all the pieces

Make it something worth your while

Cuz I've been living in a world with no sunlight

I tried to grow and fit your mold, it didn't feel right

Cuz I've been living in a world with no sunlight

I tried to grow and fit your mold, it didn't feel right

Am I sane, playing games

No feelings

Watch your tongue, bend it back

It's creeping

Spit it out, spew your doubt

Impatience

No patience

Yeah

I speak in dialectic terms

Have systemic issues with my nerves

I do my best but never learn

Can someone save me from the hurt

You split me open, stole my love

Yeah, I'm at war with being enough

And now I hide behind my eyes

Can't tell the truth if you're the lie

Cuz I've been living in a world with no sunlight

I tried to grow and fit your mold it didn't feel right

Cuz I've been living in a world with no sunlight

I tried to grow and fit your mold it didn't feel right

Cuz everything I've I've ever learned

Is everything I've ever done

Is everything I've lost in turn

Is everything I did to run

Am I awake enough to hide

Am I awake enough to see

Am I awake enough to- (exhale)

Cuz I've been living in a world with no sunlight

I tried to grow and fit your mold, it didn't feel right

Cuz I've been living in a world with no sunlight

I tried to grow and fit your mold, it didn't feel right

Cuz I've been living in a world with no sunlight

I tried to grow and fit your mold, it didn't feel right

Cuz I've been living in a world with no sunlight

Tried to grow and fit your mold, it didn't feel right