[Verse 1: Self Discovery]

Can you give me a second again

I don't want to know everything you say you did

I don't need to know anything you think you meant

I just need you to leave me alone

Can you give me a second, a minute

To gather my self confidence again

It's more than anything you ever meant

But it sounds like you weren't listening to what I said

[Chrous: Self Discovery]

Cause I don't wanna hear about your

Wasted weekends, the time you spent

The bottles, or the bends

I said "I'm over it now"

You start to choke on your smile

I know I've evеned it out

Now I'm sitting here wasting my spring brеak

You're steady looking for the things you can say you'd change

To make me look back fondly

And say "I want it"

And make me fall apart

I'm sorry, but I can't play the part

You want me to, oh

[Verse 2: monikrr]

I'm done walking on eggshells

It’s just another reason you bring me hell

You said I put it all into someone else

But honestly I’d fucking kill myself

If I did this over again

I don’t care what you want

But you get to my head

Spent the last few weeks tryna cut the thread

But you didn’t even listen to me when I said

[Chrous: Self Discovery]

That I don't wanna hear about your

Wasted weekends, the time you spent

The bottles, or the bends

I said "I'm over it now"

You start to choke on your smile

I know I've evened it out

Now I'm sitting here wasting my spring break

You're steady looking for the things you can say you'd change

To make me look back fondly

And say "I want it"

And make me fall apart

I'm sorry, but I can't play the part

You want me to, oh

[Outro: Self Discovery]

Rips in the bottom of

Bridges you built

On the second worst night

I decided to live

With a shard in my hand

And a shoulder to cry for

I'm slamming my head

Into patterns that we forged

To crack at my skull

As to crack at your ego

To catch both your eyes

Pay attention with ears closed

Cause I'm done playin' the part you want

You want me to