[Verse]

Panic attacks locked in the school bathroom

While the football boys are banging on the stall door

It gets hotter I can barely breathe

Too many people are staring at me

I just wanna get my lunch and go

And I can't fucking take it

Please just let me leave

(Ah!)

When I get home I just

Wanna make my music

Maybe if I stay locked in my room

My family will just leave me alone

Time is running out

I'm losing faith

In both myself and

Any god that I believed in

I can't say it though

I'm on my own

(Ugh)

[Chorus]

Oh no

I can't take it no more

I can't let my downfall be

Evеrything my parents want me to be

Don't talk to mе or my friends

I would rather fucking kill myself

Than go to church again

[Verse]

Fuck, fuck, fuck

What will they do if they find out

I've been talking shit about them

When they piss me off like every day

(Uh)

Shit, shit, shit

What if they all find out that I have a girlfriend

I'm a girl and it all works out only 'cause I'm gay

(Ugh)

[Chorus]

Oh no

I can't take it no more

I can't let my downfall be

Everything my parents want me to be

Don't talk to me or my friends

I would rather fucking kill myself

Than go to church again

[Bridge]

(Fuck)

(Shit, man)

(Fuck)

(Shit, man)

(Fuck)

I'm so overwhelmed

I don't even have time to be

(Shit, man)

That pretty little girl I always want to be

(Fuck)

I'm so overwhelmed

I don't even have time to be

(Shit, man)

That pretty little girl I always want to be

[Chorus]

Oh no

I can't take it no more

I can't let my downfall be

Everything my parents want me to be

Don't talk to me or my friends

I would rather fucking kill myself

Than go to church again

Oh no

I can't take it no more

I can't let my downfall be

Everything my parents want me to be

Don't talk to me or my friends

I would rather fucking kill myself

Than go to church again