Released on June 29, 2018

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[Intro]

Reflecting back to the future we see in our eyes

But the sun eclipsed, black soaks the skies

I trusted you when you said you'd grow old with me

I had to tear you out my soul is half empty


[Verse 1]

Wasted many a night

With no vision I'm just staring up

Thinking back to the past I wondered if I cared enough

There were holes in the deck before we cast off

The cocktail was shaken and will explode like a Molotov

The warning signs are everywhеre

And with time they only worsеned

I suppose I'll never know if these actions were on purpose

But don't think it was an impact when in fact you have not scratched the surface


[Verse 2]

Trust when I say I've seen the darkness

I've lived there reveal our deepest secrets, let's compare

There are marks that you can't see

And some that are blind to me

Hand me a shovel I'll dig myself out

The painted smile on my face to cover what I've felt

It's a parasite that lurks in me

I've got to get it out


[Chorus]

I trusted you when you said you'd grow old with me

I had to tear you out and now I'm standing half empty

(Though the despair on my face is cracking)

I trusted you when you said you'd grow old with me

(Though the despair on my face is cracking)

I had to tear you out and now I'm standing half empty


[Bridge]

Can you hear the silence, is it comfortable where the wise live?

Will you ever repeat the words of "yes I'm fine?"


[Verse 2]

No repeats this time

I'm hitting back at the remedy temporarily

An elegantly named identity for everything that's said

And the words that we won't keep you tried hard to crack this head, and you want empathy?

I'm constantly doubting, the worst critic of my own design

And I decline the right to be silent or just abide

Hold tight, because I'm packed full of surprises

But the only ones that matter are the ones that survive this


[Pre-Chorus]

Wasted many a night

With no vision I'm just staring up

Thinking back to the past I wondered if I cared enough


[Chorus]

I trusted you when you said you'd grow old with me

I had to tear you out and now I'm standing half empty

I trusted you when you said you'd grow old with me

I had to tear you out and now I'm standing half empty

(I've got to get it out)

I trusted you when you said you'd grow old with me

(Deepest secrets)

I had to tear you out and now I'm standing half empty

(Blind me)

I trusted you when you said you'd grow old with me

(Smile on my face to cover what I've felt)

I had to tear you out and now I'm standing half empty

(I've got to get it out)


[Outro]

Can you hear the silence, is it comfortable where the wise live?

Will you ever repeat the words of "yes I'm fine?"