[Verse 1]

Hold me now I need to feel relief

Like I never wanted anything

I suppose I'll let this go

And find a reason I'll hold on to

I'm so ashamed of defeat

[Pre-Chorus]

And I'm out of reason to believe in me

I'm out of trying to get by

[Chorus]

I'm so afraid of the gift you give me

I don't belong here and I'm not well

I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living

Right on the wrong side of it all

[Verse 2]

I can't face myself when I wake up

And look inside a mirror

I'm so ashamed of that thing

I suppose I'll let it go

Till I have something more to say for me

I'm so afraid of defeat

[Pre-Chorus]

And I'm out of reason to believe in me

I'm out of trying to defy

[Chorus]

I'm so afraid of the gift you give me

I don't belong here and I'm not well

I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living

Right on the wrong side of it all

[Bridge]

Hold me now I need to feel complete

Like I matter to the one I need

[Chorus]

I'm so afraid of the gift you give me

I don't belong here and I'm not well

I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living

Right on the wrong side of it all

[Outro]

Now I'm ashamed of this

I am so ashamed of this

Now I'm so ashamed of me

I am so ashamed of me