I'm so tired of hearing the same fuckin' shit

All my friends and family

They keep telling me to go to

Rehab

Cause I've got a problem that they can't fix

What if I don't wanna be fixed

Did you think of that

Comedown

I'm never coming down so just let me go

And run back to your picture perfect home

No cap I'm tryna get fucked up

So Don't make me tell you again

I'm itching, still feening

Can't stop my nose from bleeding

Black Out

It only ends when I cross the line and I

Black Out

Night after god damn night

It's not enough. I need a remedy

I'm always searching for something

That can make me feel nothing

I need a remedy

Cause I hate who I've become

I need some fucking distraction

Something that lacks reaction

Can you make me make me numb

Just make me numb

Ive past the point of no return

I don't give a fuck if you're concerned

I'll do what I want

So don't try to fight Or

Stop me

I co-depend

On substance as medicine

And when you take it away

I really wish that you'd just

Back off

And let me live my fuckin' life

If I dig my own grave

That's my choice to be made

Not yours

We both know one things for sure

I'm always searching for something

That can make me feel nothing

I need a remedy

Cause I hate who I've become

I need some fucking distraction

Something that lacks reaction

Can you make me make me numb

If karma doesn't kill me

What the fuck will

When everything around you falls apart

Don't say I didn't warn you

You can't someone who won't help themself

Trust I'll drag you down too