Crystal Clear

By sebastn

On Euthanasia

Released on September 2, 2022

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[Verse]

Articulate my feelings

I tend to make love songs

Tell myself I'm healing

When I know somethin's wrong

Hide away from the truth

Try to act brand new

Hard to grasp on a life without you

But if I'm bein' honest, I've never felt so alive

If I'm bein' honest, can't say you've crossed my mind

Never thought that I'd get to where I'm not consumed by you

I told you to hold me down

You told me you got my back

At first I liked how it sounded

But I knew it would never last, no


[Chorus]

Ooh, needed Clarity to remind myself that

Ooh, it ain't fair to me to put up with all that

Ooh, I was blind, but now everything crystal clear

Ooh, in Delirium for like thirteen months and

Ooh, I done realized that I had enough and

Ooh, now it's time to leave, and my mind is crystal clear

Yeah, yeah


[Verse]

Two years of my life I couldn't get back, even if I wanted to

Two years of my life I spent in doubt if we would make it

Two months in I noticed there's some shit I shouldn't say to you

Now I'm doin' good, I'm with whatever, I don't got shit to lose

There's nothin' goin on

Don't ask how I'm feeling, cuz there's nothin' goin on

Focused on my dreams, I'm doin' shows, I'm puttin' on

Everybody round me, by my side, say I'm movin' up the ranks

You'd think that someone close to you would show support

They'd tell you anything you wanted you could have it

But I don't go in there no more, I closed the door

The sagas over


[Chorus]

Ooh, needed Clarity to remind myself that

Ooh, it ain't fair to me to put up with all that

Ooh, I was blind, but now everything crystal clear

Ooh, in Delirium for like thirteen months and

Ooh, I done realized that I had enough and

Ooh, now it's time to leave, and my mind is crystal clear

Yeah, yeah


[Outro]

(I had to leave her, I had no choice

What she wanted from me, what she needed from me

I had all of it to offer

But instead of her, loving the person that I was

She was in love with who she wanted me to be

And I'm not gonna change myself

For nobody)