[Hook]

I just got too much to say, too much darkness in my way

Trynna find love just got hate, on verge of stepping out my frame

All this dream world starts to fade, back to reality with dark days

Hard for me to maintain, my composure bout to explode like propane

Having fucked up days it feels that I'm betrayed

I just sit in here and pray, why these people will not stay

Man I need to find a way to get out of this darkness

Cause if I don't, don't know what else I'll tarnish

[Verse 1]

I remember the days, 2019 smiling at each other passing notes in class

Didn't know later on it would be fake smiles, anyone in my shoes wouldn't notice that

Now you're my biggest enemy, don't need to pretend to be

Like you're my best friend switching up thinking you getting me

My thoughts are the only thing that'll be ending me

And that's the only reason why we're having contentious beef

And you tend to be seeming like you think you're descending me I'm on the same step

Tried to be nice to you but you want dissension, said your dad would shoot me and you made threats

Now I got other people saying I deserve this all, when they started beef they the same skets

You have to hide yourself and talk shit, your social media died hope it remains dead

Don't fucking get it, you want communication then soon as I do it I can't control emotions?

Creating more commotion and you fucking know it, your angry emotions were the only one showing

So you try to flip it on me, all you want is drama you're still living in high school

A known cycle, you want your ego through the roof, you want me to lose my cool

You know that this is my fuel, doing nothing but help me dodge people like you

So fuck you very much, thanks for nothing you can kiss our friendship goodbye too

Made 2 love songs about you and you're still upset I don't know you anymore

Your hatred I deplore turned against me only turned you to a person I can not adore

[Hook]

I just got too much to say, too much darkness in my way

Trynna find love just got hate, on verge of stepping out my frame

All this dream world starts to fade, back to reality with dark days

Hard for me to maintain, my composure bout to explode like propane

Having fucked up days it feels that I'm betrayed

I just sit in here and pray, why these people will not stay

Man I need to find a way to get out of this darkness

Cause if I don't, don't know what else I'll tarnish

[Verse 2]

Staring at the dms, now wishing that I could never see them

Started off being nice turned into a demon, I hope I never be them

Cause hurt people will hurt others and turns into a domino effect

That's how it goes I guess, you broke me down to the ground now my heart is cold in my chest

And you don't even give a fuck, you're too busy worrying about what I did to you

Making yourself look ten times worse, getting mad when I haven't even done SHIT TO YOU

Back before covid even started, before the darkness you turned out to be heartless

You wanted to start shit cause you're bored with your life now our friendship's departed

You wanted all of this carcass, cause you're too worried about yourself

Dragging everybody along down with you cause you can't put your ego on the shelf

But I'm here to humble you now and expose the monster you are

You did the same shit before Cosmic III now you continue to try to turn me dark

And you can have the pro-females defending everything you do with no consequences

Worried about my words when there's physical abuse, I'll keep dropping sentences

Like a judge punishing convicted felons, I'll keep dropping these bars

While you treat ME like the criminal, I'll keep reaching for stars

[Hook]

I just got too much to say, too much darkness in my way

Trynna find love just got hate, on verge of stepping out my frame

All this dream world starts to fade, back to reality with dark days

Hard for me to maintain, my composure bout to explode like propane

Having fucked up days it feels that I'm betrayed

I just sit in here and pray, why these people will not stay

Man I need to find a way to get out of this darkness

Cause if I don't, don't know what else I'll tarnish