Released on November 25, 2020

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[Hook]

Trynna be cosmic, Elevating so high I don't feel normal

This is just the way we are man I'm feeling immortal

The old me starting to kick in, this shit I can not hide

Not trynna make myself sound so perfect, just got aggression by my side


[Verse 1: Sebastian]

To the girl I dissed on Shaco I apologize

I was down bad and unwise I was just frustrated and had a lot on my mind

Didn't mean to take it out on you I was just so unbalanced

But now I'm a better man I've changed and still showing my talent

If I hurt someone else that shit is gonna hurt me as well

I ain't perfect, but imma be humble and put my ego on the shelf

Noticing everyonе all of a sudden are always around me

Don't trust this shit bеcoming more aware of my surroundings

Hell I gotta be in the darkness cause it's the cosmic season

I'm fighting the darkness and finding the light that's the reason

Trynna block the pain away so I can heal from whatever

Feels like I'm turning into the old me I rather be my true self forever

Hate putting myself at danger seems my anger is excessive

But that's just one of my traits I'm just born aggressive

Was depressed for a bit I don't need antidepressants

I can insure my own life, that's just me being progressive


[Hook]

Trynna be cosmic, Elevating so high I don't feel normal

This is just the way we are man I'm feeling immortal

The old me starting to kick in, this shit I can not hide

Not trynna make myself sound so perfect, just got aggression by my side


[Verse 2: Keith]

Ay yo fuck this shit you mother fuckers bout to make me turn into the old me

Keeping they mask on and stay under cover and be fake that's word to my homies

Feels like God put me away from others there's a reason why I'm lonely

But I'm impassive about it I love myself and I still got Asia on me

Don't need anyone else so no I don't want no mo' hoes

I'll leave ya ass runnin' around indecent exposed with no clothes

You shouldn't fuck with us take a step back like you taking a photo

And when they see me and Sebastian on the scene they whisper oh no

All natural fuck the syringes my own blood is what's written in with

Sitting in with the rap game they only care about the image and shit

In fact I'm just trynna make a positive impact

Not like the rest of these rappers, the things they talk about I abstract

You can call me lame for that one, don't like it then goodbye

Me and Sebastian getting our thoughts alleviated in Dubai

After this project I feel everything will be peaceful

Letting go of other people, who were deceitful


[Hook]

Trynna be cosmic, Elevating so high I don't feel normal

This is just the way we are man I'm feeling immortal

The old me starting to kick in, this shit I can not hide

Not trynna make myself sound so perfect, just got aggression by my side


[Outro: Sebastian]

Now days they think you gotta be hard as fuck to rap

Doesn't matter if you got the skills they won't listen if you're image is whack

They think its corny what I say, they rather listen to thugs on the spot

But I'd rather be hated for who I am than loved for who I'm not