[Hook]

Gotta stay inside can't feel the wind blow

Feel like paying 20 grand for bullet-proof windows

I'm a better man no longer smokin indo

Got better instantly don't know a crescendo

I apologize for being an asshole and making disses written in raps

I do open my heart and show love I guess I'm just not used to getting it back

[Verse 1: Sebastian Dark]

Want to say sorry to the girl I dissed on Shaco in this verse too

Hope you understand that I didn't wanna hurt you

Always talking about you in my raps

Seen her giving mean looks I can't help but laugh

And yes I do like her, so what?

I'm real if that's how I feel I'll say what I want

But when she said what she said I felt really hated

My dark state of mind kicked in was getting frustrated

Just wanna apologize for taking it out on her

I should've just took it and been stronger

Had so much on my mind wanted to express it I don't mean to bother

You see back in July I was so fucked up I don't know who that person was

Don't know why all of a sudden I feel concerned what's with all this fuss?

I said the same thing to the girl I wrote on a love letter but I actually kinda lied

Hell I'm still learning the shit I do I was too much of a simp and I'm not surprised

Everybody wanna be a thug, nobody walkin in love

Even when it helps you gain if you don't want to you just gonna get bad blood

And I'm not chasing so if you want to come up to me then go ahead

Had so much anger I was impulsive but now I've changed I hope you're not upset

[Verse 2: Lil Keith]

All natural like oat brands engineered like no other

In this rap game I'm not leaving and that's word to my mother

Can't even breathe that good anymore feels like I just got smothered

Even though we been through shit but there isn't words to describe how much I love her

Momma where the fuck have you been though?

Thinking about you a lot but also on my kin though

These shadows leaving an innuendo

Feels like you only go up when you get low

I apologize for running away from all the drama but I felt like I was trapped

Gonna open my heart and show love to the whole world through my raps

Momma forgive me for what I've done

Felt like I had no love so I had to run

She saw me run off into the sun, tears running down I don't know what life's become

My dad telling me to just be strong at least he knew how I felt

I know I got into a lot of trouble but shit I still got the scars from your belt

Shit I ain't perfect in the slightest and neither is Sebastian

Now that I've became a better man, just doing what I love such as rappin

I'm willing to fill in all of the blanks

Like I'm in class and after that I expect no thanks

Taking the darkness and sealing it's fate

Just love yourself a lot and life will be great

Releasing negative energy I know this shit may sound corny as fuck

I looked in the mirror and said something good and forgave the shit that I've done