Contemplating - Intellectual

[Hook]

Contemplating in my mind releasing these dark thoughts

Used to contemplate me rapping I decided to give it a shot

Cause I'm good at spitting bars it was my opportunity

And if you detest this I don't give a fuck who are you to me?

Trynna get some love contemplating if I should find it

But Imma let the universe bring it to me I don't mind it

Contemplating whether or not I should just be peaceful

Might as well cause you get what you give you'll meet good people

[Verse]

I'm all about the heat felt likе I was baptised by fire

Maybe bеcause I'm an aries you'll get buried if you try to make us retire

Back in my freshman and sophomore years I was smoking green

Got me lazy, didn't make no videos and I wasn't spitting heat

My aggression picking up contemplating of just releasing it

But it's one of my weaknesses kinda hard for me to be seizing this

Jump up on the MPC turn the tracks to MP3s

It's the S-E-B feel like I can do anything yeah they all envy me

Used to try out cigarettes but that shit was unpleasant

Was depending on other things my life used to be depressing

But I put that shit down and started focusing on me

Started lifting weights, now big enough that I could fold you like origami

But I ain't gonna do that I'm gonna make a change

Coming for the dark side and ending this phase

Told it to get the fuck out of my way

I know my demons bound to catch up one day

I guess I did weed and alcohol just to also fit in

But without that shit I'm comfortable in my own skin

Having bad thoughts but it happens to most people

Back when Adam and Eve ate from the tree of knowledge of good and evil

That's why it happens to us and I need to stay away from it

I plan to help the world out don't care about reaching the summit

And if you hate me for that I wish you the best, stay close minded

Like Tyrone I'm feeling like a coin cause I'm two sided

Dark and Light, even though the first one is my last name

Rather be in the light, can't let the darkness cascade

I want to be peaceful but it seems the world prefers madness

Just gonna be myself cause fuck all the malice

My words are weapons, it’s evident I’m selective

I’m begging for you to question the message that I’m selecting

In other words I'm trynna choose the right words for each song

Cause if I say something fucked up they think I seem wrong

So I'm contemplating of just dropping all the bad shit

Cause if I think about it too much bad shit could happen