Not a Friend - Intellectual

I'm not a good friend, I'm not a friend at all

It's never resolved, I'm nervous when you call

My words are limp and my mind is dry

I try to be polite, but I feel like I'm stuck for life

I follow my heart, it leads me far from you

No matter how close we are, I'm far, far away

I have too much now to fill my day-to-day

I'm not a good friend, I'm not a friend at all

I don't need obligations to our crippled conversations

I'd never tell you, it's something you should know

I'm not a friend at all, oh, please, let me go

Somehow I don't trust you, I don't trust myself

And I may never forgive you 'cause I can't forgive myself

Somehow I don't trust you, I don't trust myself

And I may never forgive you 'cause I can't forgive myself

Don't break my stride