Junie - Intellectual

[Verse 1]

Junie wants what's best for me and I don't ask why

I know better than to waste her time

Junie says the problem is I don't even try

Every time she asks a question, I lie

And it's barely winter, but I've made up my mind

There is nothing else left to decide

Have you learned nothing from the pain in your side?

Are you holding out for dear life?

Radio signal couldn't find me on the roof

It only tells me bad news

Keep that in mind

Say what I know to be true:

"I think I'm bad for you"

And I really meant it this time

Leaving without saying goodbye

Move in with my grandma by the seaside

I want a whole 'nother life

I've tried a million times

Keepin' you, needless, in the back of my mind

I've tried picking my fights

And checking your breathing through the end of the night

In a few years

When the ink dries, I will be here

Startin' fires in the front yard

Through the sickness, I was the safeguard

But you fell too hard

I am wishin'

Is it makin' sense? I can fix it

But it won't hurt you less, what is missin'?

I made this mess from a distance

It's gonna take me next

It's the creature that's movin' at a terrible speed

It's believin' you'll wake me if I'm fallin' asleep

I have dreams where I'm graspin' somethin' out of my reach

I am screamin' for nothin'

Sayin', "What am I doin' now?"

What am I doin' now?

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