Holy Ground - Intellectual

[Verse 1]

I don't like to be alone

But I'll never ask someone to hold me

I would like to know myself

I wish I could be whatever I need

I will stand on holy ground

Waiting for a sign somebody's watching

You go down and I get up

I'm a nervous wreck and you're still talking

If I break to ask you how you're doing

Will you tell me that you're lonely

You might say, "My, God, you're good at ruining things"

As if you didn't know me

All the things I never tried

All the times I made up lies at parties

I give up so easily

If that takes a hold of me, I'm sorry

I am sorry

Oh, but I don't want to tell you

That all you are is chasing your own tail

In a few weeks

Fall to my knees

Yet I'll try again

Even if I fail

If I fail

Oh, and I don't want tell you

That it's been ages since I wasn't inside

Comes in waves, knowing, baby

I let you down in ways I can never describe

In ways that I can never describe