[Intro]

Yeah I know it hurts

Gotta make it work sometimes

Gotta make it work sometimes

Yeah i know it hurts

Make it work sometimes

Make it work sometimes

[Verse 1]

We used to be in beaches now I move to bnbing

Moving round with no hotel no home oh well

Feelings been the same since like 2018

I been on a mission since I was thirteen

Chasing fame I just wanted some love

From this old girl that's how it started off

Oh well I got enough

I just started realizing I'm on my way up

I looked into my Paypal and I'm getting paper

This is self-evaluation

Your ears my therapist

I used to let it out but no one by my side now

Used to talk to couple girls said I might drown

I keep cutting ties yeah I put them lights out

If it rains out my pains out some water rain down from my eyes From more lies

Put ice to normalize

Numb pain with more lies

Or ice out with topaz

Two rings to a double r

Tune in hear what I lost

[Hook]

I keep numbing it

I keep numbing it but I know it's there

Stop, I wanna stop

Numbing it

But I know it's there

[Verse 2]

Honestly some plain shit

My pain shifts from ok to Novacaine

My love, it never came

It's loneliness they call it

That's life and we all in we all in it

Not winning but we living every day of it

Suffering is it always gonna keep coming

Outside insane so I'm pain-numbing

Iced out everywhere just to feel nothing