[Verse 1]

At five years old, I got sick of my thoughts

I'd pick up a journal, I'd write all my words

I'd dream of a world, I had built it from scratch

Then I spread out my years within panic attacks

[Pre-Chorus]

Seems I have a hoarding problem

Why can't I let go of nonsense

Regretting my absence in things I don't care for

Ignoring my own life by chasing the past

[Chorus]

It's an unending cycle, I'm lost in my mind

By the time that I'm back, I've missed out on my prime

And I cannot do anything but reminisce

God, I wish I could capture the moment

Put it away for my future consumption

Oh, I wish I could pause for a moment

Oh, I wish I could take...

A screenshot

[Verse 2]

Is it pathetic? I cry at phone numbers

People I knew once, but now thеy are strangers

Going through old messagеs, photos, folders

I don't quite remember it now that I'm older

Turning 19 was like hell freezing over

Still weird about showing personal emotion

But I'm getting over it

I'm getting over it

[Chorus]

It's an unending cycle, I'm lost in my mind

By the time that I'm back, I've missed out on my prime

And I cannot do anything but reminisce

God, I wish I could capture the moment

Put it away for my future consumption

Oh, I wish I could pause for a moment

Oh, I wish I could take...

A screenshot

[Bridge]

Can't look in the mirror, but I'd gladly think about the times

I was in a toxic situation, how it changed my mind

Stuck on all the what-ifs, all the futures I could be in but mine

Think of how I lingered, how I'd sung it, how I broke it off

Wonder who's to blame, and it's a shame, 'cause what if we were meant

To stay friends?

[Pre-Chorus]

Seems I have a hoarding problem

Can't ignore it anymore, and

I've been trapped in my mind for the longest of times

I've missed out on great people and love in my life

[Chorus]

But it's an unending cycle, I'm lost in my mind

By the time that I'm back, I hope I can realize

That I cannot sit back and just waste all my time

Still, I wish I could capture the moment

Put it away for my future consumption

Oh, I wish I could pause for a moment

Oh, I wish I could take...

A screenshot